Today I am watching How the Lottery Changed My Life on TLC. In my heart I know my time has come to win. I do not have the emotional stress of loving someone who does not return my love. That milestone came for me yesterday. I feel great. I have been sitting today with the knowledge that I shall win the lottery. Last year leaving Pioneer I was not sad for I knew God had big financial things in store for me. I had expected the money to come quick. I blew through several thousand dollars expecting the money to come soon. It did not come in 2010. My casino trip last Friday gave to me a great insight on prayer. I know that I have had to work though much with my family. Lately as I have worked my workout program I have gained more peace. Even when my family has harassed me during my workouts I have been able to remain calm. Today my mother came to me to ask to walk with me on my walks. Life is changing.
I am very careful now in my prayers. I have a paid for home& vehicle. I won the amount of money I desired on the crap table. In all those cases not being specific enough means my gains were lacking total fulfillment. I am now in contemplation on my next prayer. I allowed Timothy to fill out the lotto tickets for me. Staying focused on greater good has allowed me to stay calm in the middle of the storms. Timothy remains my only stress point. However I have hope it will get better with Timothy. I am working on myself, my response to him.
I know that in crafting this next prayer I must be careful. I am taking my time. I wish to make sure I have fully what I desire. I am making sure my desires align with the universe. I shall know when once all of those things feel just right in my stomach. God will let me know.
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