Jan 18 delayed post

This morning as I work on my blog and video for my bog, I overhear my brother giving advice on how to be a pimp. I could only bless him and move on in my spirit. I gave a thought earlier this morning to the development of his misogynist views and behavior. I blessed the thought and him earlier this morning. I moved my thought to the greater good God has for me. I give thanks for my blessings.

I was able to finish my self video for my blog. It was a great feeling to finish the video and to actually like what I captured. Life is good this day. I give thanks to God for the continued insights that are coming to me.

I was turned down for the actual paid job with MoveOn and I wait to hear back from the local radio station. I am not being still however. I was up late last night doing the paper design for the school website. My mother asked if I had the go ahead for the project. I replied no I am just working to be ready for when they contact me. If you truly believe in something then you should prepare for it to occur. Living and walking in faith is an act of courage. I did not know that I had it in me to live openly in faith. I have for so many years kept my faith and spiritual practices to myself. I only share them with those truly in my inner circle.

The only times I would share with those outside my inner circle were when I was either upset or someone share his/her faith with me first. I am now finding it so much easier to share my faith first and with those not in my inner circle. I have great joy in spreading the love God has given to me.

I know that God is positioning me for something that is right for me. I wait in Spirit and I move in faith as so directed by Spirit. It is good to feel God at work. So many events have occurred these last few weeks that continue to allow me to know I moving as God would have me. I have joy. I am able to move from the negative thoughts without effort or lasting feelings of negativity. I am blessed. It is amazing how negative thoughts are coming to me quickly but being repelled just as quickly without effort. I am thankful for the peace of God that resides within me. That peace fills me so that negativity can not take hold. Blessings abound. I am grateful.