I spent the afternoon chilling with Timothy at the movie theater. We saw Little Fockers and Narnia Voyage of the Dawn Treader. It was good down time. My morning started out rough. I lost patience with everyone. At the heart of the matter, I am still perturbed by my mother's drinking. Visions of her drinking from the bottle kept pouring into my mind most of the morning.
Seeing the movies was good. I was able to put some of the events in my life into perspective. A line in the Narnia movie, "Chasing what was taken and not ejoying what I have been given", struck home for me. I was able to see where I have not taken the time to enjoy what I have been given. I engage in activities that appear to be of enjoyment but are nothing more than me reacting to negative stimuli in my life.
This year will be the first year I keep my New Year's resolutions.
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